Within one day ive had such mixed emotions, Feelings for one man and a realisation of who i am. I finally brought myself to go to the cinema alone but ended up going with my 2 sisters and their friends and being +10 years older than most of them i became the "chaperone". Now i didnt mind until i realised how sad i must have looked. The man in the cinema with several children, babysitting. How do i find a man like that?? Im all for children but in that situation i would have liked a gentleman with me!! and secondly theres been a man on the scene but not quite there. We've text and met up for a few coffees but nothings happening, We only ever bump into each other on facebook or in town. So i think thats a dead end.
Moan Moan Moan.
And whilst im here i might aswell moan about my "friend". Weve been friends for 3 years in october. Spending almost 6 of the 7 days of the week together. She gets a boyfriend and thats me out the window. I only ever hear from her if shes lonely, if shes got nothing to do, if hes not coming round to see her (Which is never). Even her family have replaced me with him. It hurts and she doesnt even see it. Shes oblivious. Shes in "love".
Hopefully sleep will help me not to dwell on the problems at the moment.
xxxxxx
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