Following on from a conversation with a friend i am sad and souless fellow. Thats a confidence boost and a half.
And after chatting to this guy then he sees me face to face and he blocks my msn and deletes my number. Oh the shame of rejection from a loser. Im starting to get this feeling im the fall back, "Maybe if im bored" kinda guy.
Dim problem
OPTIMISM and HAPPYNESS i scream as loud as possible (in my head ofcourse, god forbid i should wake the family) just to get me motivated enough to sleep.
Life is promising, Maybe im focusing on the wrong thing we shall see
Even though i seem to be moaning there are some genuine guys out there and one gave me the 2nd quote of the night
" Life is like sex lots of pushing and shoving and you still come out with nothing at the end of it........... or maybe im doing both wrong. "
He's caring sweet and a lovely guy but i fall to hard for men and im trying not to AGAIN.
-fingers crossed-
xx
(New York in 3 days, Maybe i can find some answers there ??? American Boy)
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